Note: This hearing for a civil protection order against Bill Rausch occurred in DC Superior Court on Wed., Nov 20 – Fri., Nov 22. 2019. In American civil cases, the trial portion is simply referred to as a
“hearing” or “proceeding,” though they feature witnesses, attorney’s
questioning and cross-examinations, a judge, and witnesses can be charged with
perjury if they are found to be untruthful.
I ordered the transcripts following the trial, paid for them, and received them yesterday. I have since been informed by the victim’s attorney, that the transcripts were sealed. Out of respect for the victim and the court, I will not be posting the full transcripts or screen shots of the pages. The hearings were open to the public. Essentially, they confirm what people present in the courtroom have already told me.
Background: The Victim in this case was in a relationship with Bill Rausch for several years, during which time Bill was married. Bill was Maura Murray’s boyfriend at the time she was missing. The Victim sought a civil protection order from Bill after years of physical, psychological, and sexual abuse. He is currently facing felony sex abuse charges related to an alleged attack against another woman in D.C.
DAY 1:
It is clear the judge in this case, Neal Kravitz, expected this CPO to be a relatively short matter. It lasted three days.
Bill arrived with one witness, a spokesperson for the Maura Murray family named Erinn Larkin. She provided emails and texts between herself and the victim to either Bill or directly to Bill’s lawyer and they intended to use her to poke holes in the victim’s story. She sat with Bill and his family in the hall, within view of the victim. Bill had introduced the victim to Erinn and the victim believed Erinn was her friend until she caught Erinn secretly recording her at a bar. Ultimately, Erinn was never called. As a witness she was not supposed to be in court during the rest of the trial, so the first order of business was asking her to leave the courtroom.
Opening statements were heard. “The court will learn that [Bill’s] abuse of [the victim] began within days after they started dating and that [the victim] endured years of emotional and physical violence.” Bill would choke and hit her without her consent, the victim’s lawyer said. And Bill “would also refer to [the victim] during sex as Maura, the name of his ex-girlfriend who went missing in 2004.”
“He would say, Maura you’re a bitch, you’re a whore, you’re a cunt.”
One one occasion, he backhanded the victim so hard she chipped a tooth. He would hit her and then ask her to send him pictures of the bruises. He stalked the victim after she broke up with him, the lawyer said, leaving over 100 social media messages. He sent her flowers and a Mac Book. He came to her home, unannounced, and slipped a note under the door. The victim was so frightened of Bill she stayed at a safe location for six weeks and had a security system installed.
In her opening, Bill’s lawyer claims the victim was really just mad at Bill for not making their relationship public on social media.
After this, the victim takes the stand. Her attorney questions her under oath. The victim spoke in detail after the hitting and choking she endured during their relationship. She showed the court her chipped tooth. She talked about being frightened when he called her Maura during these moments of violence. She read from the note he left in her door. Here’s a snippet from the note:
“I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused. You don’t have to worry about it ever happening again. I’m going to fix everything. You’re the most amazing woman I’ve ever known. Goodbye. I love you.”
After he came to her house, she texted a friend and told her she thought his stalking would only end one way. “I was terrified I was, he would use violence against me that would end my life.” She goes on to say, “In late September, early October I contacted a journalist who writes about the Maura Murray case (me) and I asked to speak with him because I wanted him to know part of what was goin on, that I was being stalked, because I… I… I thought I was going to go missing and I wanted somebody else to know.”
The victim filed a report with the DC police. While she was filling out the forms, she started getting notifications that someone using Bill’s mother’s Facebook account was liking all her photos on social media. She viewed that as intimidation.
“Is there anything else that led you to be afraid of Bill?” he attorney asked.
“Yes, I mean the fact that he was indicted for sexual abuse and the fact that he has a missing girlfriend.”
DAY 2:
On the second day of trial, the victim was cross-examined by Bill’s attorney. Her questions to the victim suggested Bill believed the reason she broke up with him was not the violence but because he hadn’t made their relationship Facebook official and that Bill’s mother was still posting pictures of Bill’s wife on Facebook.
At this point, it’s revealed that Bill has a recorded telephone call between himself and the victim that occurred after the breakup. This will pop up that day and the next and ultimately Bill claims that he accidentally recorded her, though the defense points out he called her via an app on his phone that is only made to record conversations, and that he would know better because he was, at the time, in charge of a propaganda campaign for the US Army in which he was tasked with using social media apps to record and monitor posts by enemies of the state.
Next, Bill’s lawyer tries to introduce WhatsApp conversations between her and Erinn Larkin. WhatsApp is an app some people use for secure conversations – it’s easier to subpoena info from Gmail and texts. These conversations were provided to the the attorney by Erinn in order to bolster Bill’s defense.
Bill’s lawyer then goes on to suggest the real reason the victim contacted me and the police was because Bill had posted a picture of himself with his daughter for International Daughter’s Day. The victim said that’s absurd.
Here it comes out that Erinn has told Bill and his attorneys that, at one time, the victim had talked to Erinn about taking out a restraining order against me because I had called her for comment after she ended up in an E.R. with a head wound on Valentine’s Day with Bill. The victim, under oath, said the talk about a restraining order never happened, that if that’s what Erinn said, she was lying.
The victim’s attorney then redirects. The victim talks about how Bill came to her in 2018 asking to date her again and promising not to hit her again.
The victim then produces a text she sent to Erinn saying she felt unsafe around Bill. Erinn has said publicly that the victim never told her she was afraid of Bill.
Next they discuss how Bill sent her an email after the temporary protection order was in place. It included photos of the two of them together. He told his attorneys that he did it on accident, that he meant to just forward it to them. But the victim saw it as more intimidation.
At this point Bill’s lawyer attempts to get the case thrown out due to lack of evidence. The judge wasn’t having it, though. So she called Bill to the stand.
They get to Maura Murray quickly. On the stand, under oath, the attorney asks Bill if he was ever a suspect in Maura’s disappearance. He says no. Now, for the record, this is untrue and Bill knows that, if only for the fact that the first thing that happened when he went to New Hampshire, was that he was interrogated by police detectives.
What happens next is not for public consumption. It’s a detailed public airing of their sexual history and proclivities. It will get worse on Day 3. But the things that were aired in court in presence of the victim are beyond the pale. The fact that the victim had the fortitude to return for Day 3 is a testament to her strength or maybe just the fear she had for Bill to see it through.
At this point, what comes out is that, when Bill was returning to the states from East Africa earlier this year – while he was under indictment for sex abuse in DC, with a warrant out for his arrest – he began to delete emails and messages that might be found under subpoena, a possible criminal offense, if true. But he didn’t delete everything. He kept a sex tape.
DAY 3
On the third day, Bill’s lawyer asks the victim to watch the sex tape in court. Her reasoning was that the victim sometimes enjoyed rough sex (as do millions of people), the suggestion being the hitting that left bruises was somehow always consensual. As an aside, I have covered court cases for fifteen years now. I have never heard of anything like this. As a human being, I’m not sure how to view this as anything other than an attempt to shame the victim. Lesser people would have dropped the case then in order for the tape never to be shown. But the victim didn’t blink.
Then Bill is asked again about deleting messages while under indictment. “And the concern was that when he got back to the states his phone might be seized,” the attorney said “And then the Government in the course of the third degree sex abuse allegation might be like investigating his materials, right?”
Things wrapped up quickly after that.
Here’s what the judge had to say when he found Bill guilty of stalking and granted the protection order. “I don’t view this as a close case.” He said any reasonable person would be afraid of Bill after the way he acted. He says Bill may well be a narcissist. In his letters, he talks about how much he misses the victim but he never asks how the victim is doing. “Anyone looking at this objectively, and not just from his own interests, would have known that that level of contact or even one percent of it, would have caused a reasonable person in the petitioner’s circumstances, as he knew it better than anyone else, to suffer significant emotional distress and harm. And that’s exactly what happened.”
“There is good cause to believe that Mr. Rausch committed the crime of stalking.”
Bill was ordered to pay the victim $1,813, the amount she spent for a new security system.
The judge ordered that Bill attend 22 sessions of domestic violence counseling. When his lawyer objected, the judge said, “I think he needs it. I think his lack of awareness is to me striking.”
Finally, Bill’s lawyer asks the victim to return some items that Bill had given her, “personal items, clothing, maybe a clock or something…”
The judge it seems didn’t know the importance of that clock. It never came out in court. The clock was a gift Bill gave to the victim. It had a secret camera in it. He asked her to use it to record her having sex. She never did.
Here is the timeline of contacts Bill attempted to make with the victim after she asked to be left alone. While she was going over this with a police detective, someone using Sharon Rausch’s (Bill’s mother) Facebook account liked all of her photos, a way to send direct notifications to her cell phone. She viewed this as further intimidation:
'And Bill "would also refer to [the victim] during sex as Maura, the name of his ex-girlfriend who went missing in 2004."'
'She talked about being frightened when he called her Maura during these moments of violence.'
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I don't even have a problem with military propaganda, as it played a big part in us winning WW2 for instance, but Bill's propaganda use in this case was clear-cut obstruction.
Ok, why would he use the name Maura? I mean he had a wife who must have escaped some of this and his anger at Maura is somehow redirected? Why is Erinn of all people protecting him and not addressing the Maura enigma? Did the judge seem to think he harmed Maura either before or resulting in her disappearance?
This is really disturbing and sick. My heart goes out to the victim. Thank you for covering this James- I really don't think you get enough credit. I can only imagine the BS and intimidation that goes on behind the scenes. Am I remembering correctly that one of the investigators (possibly Cecil Smith?) made a comment to you or another journalist years ago implying they had reason to believe the reason Maura needed to 'get away' had to do with "the boyfriend"? I swear I remember there was always implication from Law Enforcement that he (while unlikely to be the perpetrator) was likely the catalyst for her leaving? Wishing you and your family a lovely Christmas. Hope that 2020 will be a year for answers.
Oh, one more question- is Billy still married? You mention he had family in court supporting him. Did his wife stay with him despite it all, or are they divorced/divorcing? I would love to hear what information she could contribute, if the day ever comes she's willing to speak.
Divorcing and separated, if I'm not mistaken.
Bill was in a manic, out of control state, on Feb 9th 2004, prior to Maura being considered missing by her family. His and Maura's cell phone records are telling. After the afternoon of February 9th, he does not call Maura's dorm room again, only her cell phone. He calls all her UMass acquaintances, their dorm rooms and their cell phones. His friends and his family he calls, in a ballistic frency. Perhaps this is due to some bump in the road between him and Maura's relationship, and that is the way he would react normally. We can see clearly from this case, that he does not handle rejection very well at all. We can also see a very volatile, hostile, narcissistic individual. It is clear that he builds up soldiers around him, as narcissists do, people who will believe in him, that need to protect their self image, is very important to a narcissist. Until they discover they have been had. I am sure that this man has bamboozled a great number of people, including his own mother, into standing behind him. Into believing that he is the salt of the earth. That is what a narcissist does, they act every single thing out…. every … single … thing… is … an ….. act. They can cry crocodile tears and turn that off without a flinch, at the bat of an eye. I don't know what he did, but I do know what his personality type is capable of. He has had such a vast array of possibilities and capabilities at his command and disposal over the years, even back in 2004. Including all the fake profiles on social media to try to sway the narratives and details surrounding Maura's disappearance.
Thank you for sharing this information and for your sensitivity to the victim. How long was the Order of Protection issued? In my state, three years is the most common but lifetime is not unheard of. Also, how did the court respond to request for return of the "items"?
Diane, I agree with everything you said. The call records are bizarre. Something had to have happened between them. People often contribute Maura's breakdown at work to something involving her sister (since she *said* "My sister…" and there was a phone call with her sister), but looking at her call logs show while she spoke to her sister earlier in the night, it was *Billy* that she was on the phone with right before she became so upset. I think the 'sister' comment said because she didn't want to reveal to her (older) boss that she was having relationship problems and was likely embarrassed. What happened on that call? And then like you said, the day she went missing he didn't call her dorm, but was calling her friends (first time in his phone records that he had called them). Do I think Billy did it? No. Do I think he has the answer to why she left, and very likely be holding the key to putting everything together to solve this? Yes. (This is of course, just my opinion).
I too think it's very likely he has NPD. When a narcissist's shell starts cracking, and people see them for who they are, things get bad. They always need to be in control (him basically stalking the victim and the degree he tried to win her back- despite being married and all- when she tried to go no contact heavily points to this as well). With everything happening in court now being public, anyone involved, from the victim to James, really need to make sure they are being extra safe. If he does suffer from NPD, this is prime time for something to go very wrong. Again, these are just my opinions. Please everyone, stay safe.
sure appears EDL has been assigned to BR as his handler. and she's a darn good one too ~ well versed, tenacious, unshakeable, and unrelenting. There's way more to this than saving BR's reputation….. makes 'ya wonder who appointed EDL & why. #PoliticalManeuvers
Your astounding James.Thank you for sharing the truth will prevail…………..
I don't see how she continues to have any credibility in the Maura podcasts— something is very wrong here.
I doubt EDL has been "assigned". I know both Rausch and the accuser fairly well. And, I've come to my own disturbing conclusions about what Rausch is capable of and who he is.
Occam's Razor says the Rausch weaseled his way up to EDL due to the proximity she has to the case and her influence, just like he weasels his way up to any person he think she can get something from. What you have to understand about Bill is, he's a sociopath. He's incredibly charming and persuasive on the surface. He's tall. He's handsome. He knows how to talk to women. If I had to guess, EDL has be duped like so many women before her, like many of the victims we're learning about. The simplest explanation is that Bill finds Erinn useful and is manipulating her. Nothing about her intelligence automatically protects her from someone like Bill. I have a feeling, eventually, she will look back on what she's doing now with profound regret.
So anonymous— do you think he had anything to do with the Maura disappearance? I mean I don't care where he was– was it even her in the car? Probably but if so was she trying to get away from him?
Okay Anon ~ assigned to protect or paid to assist…. there is something in-this for EDL. She isn't playing sheep dog against the wolves for a guy who seems to be his own worst enemy.
Was Maura heading to a friend of Bill's to meet up with him ? Wasn't he going to Haverhill NH ? Seems it's all in that general vicinity . If true it seems pretty coincidental that he was heading to Haverhill around the same time she took off from her classes . If I'm not mistaken someone that may or may not have known them lived relatively close to where she had that accident. Is it possible she made it to the place she was suppose to meet up with Bill ? Sounds like she was planning an initiatory for things the two could do .
I know– what's her status? She isn't interested in him or something? Surely his estranged wife has something to say too or is she afraid of him?
@anon yes it definitely seems most likely that Bill has somehow charmed Erinn and is manipulating her. That's what narcissists and sociopaths do. Do you think they may be having a romantic relationship? I noticed you referred to the "accuser" versus the "victim" any particular reason for that? Just curious…thanks for your insight
It's just all so strange that Erinn would defend him. I could understand thinking maybe its unrelated, but why would she involve herself in defending him (beyond the obvious reason that she has been manipulated by him). Do we have any indicator of when they met? Is it possible their relationship goes back further James? Thanks for all your work!
I think she was on the track team at Amherst a few years after Maura. What’s strange she seems to think she passed the accident at the Weathered Barn the night of Feb 9th 2004 after???? trip. Either she said it or a podcaster said it. I wished I had noted it at the time. Whether it true or not puts food for thought right.
“The clock was a gift Bill gave to the victim. It had a secret camera in it.“ Does he surveillance all the women he dated? Did he put a tracking or camera device in the bear he gave Maura or was it not technologically advanced in 2002? Maybe back then he didn’t have fancy gadgets so he used the friends around her to watch her and report back to him.